Tuesday, March 28, 2017

im sorry that the blog i promised will not be up today. this is the worst i've felt in a long time. i cant even figure out why. i cant point to one thing, i just feel awful so hopefully i can do it tomorow. sorry.

Monday, March 27, 2017

life update

hello people thanks for stopping by. welp. its certainly spring here in wyoming. sunny 60 degrees all week long with no end in sight. i'm sure many of you love that weather but as you know it isn't for me. so first i want to talk to you about a few things that happened today at work so far.

first thing: boy oh boy was debbie mad as fire. not at me thankfully but she was louder today than i've ever heard her, and she was yelling at a bunch of people, including the woman who hired me (and probably debbie also i would imagine) and who is very nice and does not deserve such treatment. but really she did not seem to care and kind of laughed it off. i wish i had her power because she did not get mad back at debbie but kind of eased her down. let me tell you something people, i do not enjoy sitting out in the front. i am just sitting in my corner doing my work with all this stuff going on, it honestly doesn't bother me that much but i just do not like the possibility of me getting yelled at just because i happen to be the first person debbie sees lol.

ok but more importantly people- something that made me very happy today. so one thing that all new employees must do is take a 'competency' test. since i have been working here for about 3 months now it was 'finally' time for  me to take it. i say finally in quotes because i was not looking forward to it at all, actually for the last couple weeks i have been dreading it. the test was several questions long and it was essentially a critical thinking test. but i took the test and the results were:

analysis skills : strong
inference skills : strong
evaluation skills : moderate
induction skills : strong
deduction skills : strong

wow! i was not expecting such great results because i had heard from others that it was very difficult, and my boss told me before i took it not to be too upset if i didn't do well, since most of the employees didn't. also said that i was in the 86th percentile, so this is very impressive to me. i hope this does not come off as cocky because i do not mean to be bragging, i am just happy.

new things since last update
- began taking antidepressant pills as a way to get to sleep better
- had a good conversation with a great friend from school who i saw for the first time in years
- suddenly i have felt like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders, i do not know why.

well there is your update today people, thank you for reading it all if you did. tomorow, if everything goes according to plan, will be first ever audio blog by me so stay tuned for that. thank you and stay safe my friends.

oh by the way:
business (management). 3.2 gpa i think. this was a good question. ok, now i say thank you and stay safe!

Wednesday, March 22, 2017

favorites

hello people thank you for stopping by. well people it is getting up there in temperature. now in the 60s. but at least we have the clouds to block out such harsh rays of heat. i have a sneaking suspicon about something. i do not know if i should mention it here because if i do they might be confirmed. anyways that is not what you are here for, you here to see what i have to say! well people today i have a much bigger list of favorite things for you.

well people i tried to post image here but it wont let me post my picture big enough here so i will give you link https://imgur.com/a/d3oMh

well there you have it people. thank you for stopping by and this ending is kind of rushed but it has to be thank you and stay safe.

ok well i wrote this earlier and forgot to publish i guess. it is now 9 and no longer 60 degrees if you wanted to know.

Monday, March 20, 2017

not very important blog

ok hello people. thank you very much for stopping by today. so today in wyoming it is just a little under 50 degrees. but! it is very cloudy day and some rain. let me ask you people something. what do you do when somebody is venting to you and you do not know how to respond. this happen to me a lot recently where sandra will just tell me about how bad things are and how she is always feeling stressed. i do not really know what she wants me to say back though. thankfully she has not pressed me to 'give advice' or something like that, and she seems content with just having someone to listen to her. i have never been in this situation because all my life i just have been too scared to talk to someone about things bothering me. i do not even tell my dad or anyone else like you guys, who are great friends, out of fear of being rejected or anything that would make them/you think less of me. i have always heard that this mentality is bad and that one day people like this (like me) will just snap one day and let it all out at once. well if  this true then somebody going to be having a bad bad day sometime in the future lol. i do not know if this is true though. maybe it is for others but i cannot see myself doing this. i know how bad it feels to be yelled at and i do not think i could do that to somebody, no matter how mad i am. i cannot remember when the last time i raised my voice to someone was, i'm pretty sure i was <20. maybe this is a bad way to live but it is how i have always been. anyways maybe this is a ramble, but i just want to know what i should say to somebody when they are having bad time. oh by the way today people at work today i pick up the phone and somebody say 'yes ma'am' to me 😮 i do not know why. i do not think my voice sound like girl even on recordings of my voice, and nobody has ever told me i talk funny. maybe this person has bad phone or just said ma'am out of habit. very strange to me. ok people let me ask you something else, what do you think about new linkin park song 'battle symphony'? my first listen i hated it a lot and thought it would be my least favorite song of theirs ever, but after listening to it some more i think it is good, but i will never 'love' it i dont think. but im glad i have found enjoyment from it, it is better than their other newest song 'heavy' in my opinion.

sorry if this not the most interesting blog but i think it is ok. what should i do tomorow, another game, a list, or what. you let me know people. thank you for reading and i will see you again soon. stay safe my friends.

Tuesday, March 14, 2017

more questions

ok ok ok hello people. it is great thing that you stopped by today. thank you very much. it is about 50 degrees in wyoming and thankfully it is cloudy day. ok people there is a lot of drama happening today at work. i just dont get it. i know maybe this sound hypocritical since i have said some things on blog about debbie but why do people let this get in the way of work and show their emotions. yes i do not like debbie but you would not know this if you were over there. sandra clearly hate debbie. debbie clearly hate me. i secretly hate debbie. if debbie tell me to do something i will do it no questions ask, if debbie tell sandra to do it she will visually show frustration. i dont know what is happening in other peoples life but we have work to do and petty stuff is bad for us. i dont know. i just like to sit in my corner and be quit and do what i have to while others talk over each other. i do not like to get involved.

ok people im sorry about that. i know some of you are interested so i thought i would say, otherwise i guess i am just being part of problem. so 2 blogs ago i did 50 questions and people really seem to like what i did so i though i will do more questions. i hope this isnt going to be 'too much of a good thing'. these questions come from another blogspot and i think most of the questions look ok although i have not read them all. there may be some cringe questions i dont know. i hope you enjoy


1:Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?

i do not have closet, but i keep door out of my room open.

2:Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?

i did, but then i realize i never use them and i feel very bad for taking them. i am very sorry to any hotel i may have taken from.

3:Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?

in. i like to be tucked in very tight like cacoon.

4:Have you ever stolen a street sign before?

no of course not. who has done such a deed before??

5:Do you like to use post-it notes?

? this is strange question. no i do not think there is anything great about post it note

6:Do you cut out coupons but then never use them?

i do not feel need to save 4 cents off purchase

7:Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?

i think bear. if it is only 1 i think it would be easier to get away from. and maybe i can call on those spirits to make a new devils tower to help me get away from bear. who remembers that blog?

8:Do you have freckles?

no

9:Do you always smile for pictures?

i try to

10:What is your biggest pet peeve?

well i have much bigger ones than this but this is only one i can think of right now - when wyoming cowboys lose and people say to me 'at least it was a close game' i would rather lose 52-0 than 28-27. again this is not biggest pet peeve but i cant think of bigger ones right now.

11:Do you ever count your steps when you walk?

no. count how many stairs there are but not just when walking normally

12:Have you ever peed in the woods?

yes

13:What about pooped in the woods?

😮 no.

14:Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing?

no

15:Do you chew your pens and pencils?

no because i do not like germs

16:How many people have you slept with this week?

0

17:What size is your bed?

twin size and i am 6 foot 2. this is not good match people

18:What is your Song of the week?

ok well i am not really one of these people who has song of the week or stuff like that. but i heard offspring - you're gonna go far kid on radio and since i like that song i listened to it on computer later that day. i guess that would be it

19:Is it okay for guys to wear pink?

if you want people to think you are fruit

20:Do you still watch cartoons?

no. but that does not mean i am against it.

21:Whats your least favorite movie?

not really a movie viewer. but i will say i actually disliked bee movie before it was meme.

22:Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?

my bank account. why would i not want this money

23:What do you drink with dinner?

gatorade. probably weird but i do not drink soda and i spend very little money on stuff like this

24:What do you dip a chicken nugget in?

my mouth. but if i had to in something it would be ketchup

25:What is your favorite food?

mac n cheese (which i have like once a year)

26:What movies could you watch over and over and still love?

none

27:Last person you kissed/kissed you?

kayla

28:Were you ever a boy/girl scout?

no. people guess what i just learned. girl scouts do not even make those cookies. they just sell them. what the heck dude. why do they get all the credit. if i was factory worker who made them cookie i would be mad as fire

29:Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?

 no

30:When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?

i wrote one to  debbies mom saying get well soon and stuff

31:Can you change the oil on a car?

yes of course

32:Ever gotten a speeding ticket?

no. i do not even like to drive

33:Ever ran out of gas?

no. but i always fear that i will. and what if it does happen. what am i supposed to do?

34:Favorite kind of sandwich?

peanut butter and jelly. i know very original

35:Best thing to eat for breakfast?

the captan

36:What is your usual bedtime?

it varys

37:Are you lazy?

yes and i hate it

38:When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?

ok i did it once as a little chap and i was a.... big pumpkin. wow.

39:What is your Chinese astrological sign?

i had to look this up and i am a strong horse just like in wyoming cowboy logo

40:How many languages can you speak?

one.

41:Do you have any magazine subscriptions?

no

42:Which are better legos or lincoln logs?

>tfw mega bloks

43:Are you stubborn?

honestly i think so. unfortunate

 44:Who is better...Leno or Letterman?

do not watch late night tv. but they are both better than the people on now

45:Ever watch soap operas?

do i look like 50 year old woman

 46:Are you afraid of heights?

'are you afraid of...' yes

47:Do you sing in the car?

no

48:Do you sing in the shower?

no

49:Do you dance in the car?

no

50:Ever used a gun?

yes of course. many guns

51:Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?

few years ago and i did not want to do it

52:Do you think musicals are cheesy?

yes very much

53:Is Christmas stressful?

its the most wonderful time of the year. i get sad every year on dec 26 because i know the cheer will leave people. i just want people to stay happy and nice

54:Ever eat a pierogi?

no and why ask such random question

55:Favorite type of fruit pie?

i do not eat

56:Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?

i remember wanting to be archeologist when very young. in school i wanted to be teacher, but i realize not i could never do that

57:Do you believe in ghosts?

no

58:Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?



yes many times

59:Take a vitamin daily?


well only on work days but yes i guess i do

60:Wear slippers?

 no

61:Wear a bath robe?

no. why not just get dressed

62:What do you wear to bed?

t shirt and pants. nothing special

63:First concert?

i have not been to one

64:Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?

wal mart

65:Nike or Adidas?

 nike

 66:Cheetos Or Fritos?

as a kid i ate a lot of cheetos. i have not had either in a long time but i would say honestly fritos. the corn chips are very good. or at least i remember them being good

67:Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?

well i have not had either. but i guess peanut is probably much better

68:Ever hear of the group Tres Bien?

worst question ever? nobody knows who this is.

69:Ever take dance lessons?

no. i am thinking these questions not meant for men

 70:Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?

anything she want to do. hopefully something that make her happy of course

71:Can you curl your tongue?

yes

72:Ever won a spelling bee?

in school i won a classroom spelling bee to get into the schoolwide spelling bee 3 years in a row. but never won the schoolwide competition. who is surprised to hear this haha.

73:Have you ever cried because you were so happy?

slight tear up but never cry

74:Own any record albums?

no

75:Own a record player?

contradictory to last answer but yes. it was gift

76:Regularly burn incense?

no

77:Ever been in love?

yes i am now

78:Who would you like to see in concert?

i dont know. i guess linkin park but i heard they not good in concert anymore and i really am not a concert person anyways. even if they came to wyoming which they wouldn't i dont think i would go all the way to cheyenne or casper for a concert

79:What was the last concert you saw?

...

80:Hot tea or cold tea?

well it depends some is meant to be cold others hot. i guess i prefer the cold

81:Tea or coffee?

milk.

82:Sugar or snickerdoodles?

um isnt snickerdoodle a cookie. this is bad question.

83:Can you swim well?

i dont think so.

84:Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?

yes but i do not like to hold my breath for a long time

85:Are you patient?

it depends. if i am have to be patient then yes. like in a waiting room i dont get mad and think 'this taking forever' but if i dont have to be patient and i ask somebody to do something and they say they'll do it later when they aren't doing anything i get kind of annoyed.

86:DJ or band, at a wedding?

i really dont think i would want either but i guess band

87:Ever won a contest?

no

88:Ever have plastic surgery?

no

89:Which are better black or green olives?

green

90:Can you knit or crochet?

no and i am glad these questions almost over

91:Best room for a fireplace?

room where i am not. i do not like to be so warm

92:Do you want to get married?

yes and i will be soon-ish

93:If married, how long have you been married?

.

94:Who was your HS crush?

kayla. who is fiance.

95:Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way?

i am a grown man.

96:Do you have kids?

no

97:Do you want kids?

yes

98:Whats your favorite color?

grey

99:Do you miss anyone right now?

yes



ok well there you go people. i only saw a few of the questions before i started, and i kind of regret doing this. not many good questions in my opinion. maybe you enjoyed and learned something about me, i hope so. well if you didnt see the first 50 questions blog then just go back a couple of days and you will find it. i think it is much better than this one was. anyways people thanks for stopping by and have a nice day. stay safe.

Monday, March 13, 2017

bracket

hello people. thank you very much for stopping by today. it is an ok day dont you think? well i hope day is better than ok, for you i hope it is great for you but for me it is ok. it is starting to get warm and sunny which as you know i do not like but it is still not too bad. today is about 50. so let me tell you people about something that has happened to me at work today. right before i leave for lunch (which is now at 1 mountain) a coworker of mine pull me into her office and shut door. i think 'oh this is very nice lady i do not think she will yell at me but i am sure i did something wrong and she will nicely tell me about it'. well she tell my that if 'anybody', and she point out toward debbies desk, is having attitude and being mean to have attitude back to her and tell her to just shut it. wow! and then she say that while i was gone to storage room she and debbie really got into it but as soon as she (sandra) start talking to debbie the way that debbie normally talk it shut her up fast. wow people i wish i could have been there to see this. sandra is also very new to workplace and get there just few weeks before me and is person i most help, she is very kind. but alas i do not think that i would be able to follow her advice because i am very scared to do that, and i can not even remember last time i talked back to anybody, i can not even remember last time i raised my voice about anything. so i think most likely is that i will just sit there and take whatever might get said to me but that is ok, i am not one to be emotional anymore. i do not know if i come off to you people as hateing debbie, but i do not. i want her to be successful and happy person, but i want her to share this attitude. ok people i did not mean to right about that for so long but i think it was important to share. lets get to main topic.


so there you have it people. i know you were all waiting to see my picks and here they are. people, listen to me, if you want to win that money this is the bracket you bet on. also i am sorry if some of the picks are hard to see with the color i used. if it is just right click and open picture in new tab and zoom in and it will be a little easier. what do you think people? i actually at first had duke and unc meeting in title... but what is the chance of that really happening... and then i had fsu beating unc in title, because i like this fsu team but just do not trust them to win so many games in a row. actually team i trust most is unc but i just do not know if i should pick them. now that i think about it im already second guessing this bracket!! but this is the winner folks you heard it here first.

so there you have it for today people. time really flew by today. i hope you enjoy todays blog and if i did not pick your team to have a good run i am sorry. please do not be mad at me. people let me know who you think is going to win. have a good day and stay safe.

Friday, March 10, 2017

50 questions

hi people thank you for coming to todays blog. it is a good day in wyoming. i think early this morning was in 30s but now close to 50s. i prefer 30s but that is ok. so today i was google searching for things for blog and i come across random persons blog from 3+ years ago of 50 questions about themselves and i am going to steal it and answer the same questions. thank you random person. so lets get started.

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
yes chargers tight end kellen winslow. (my dad is fan of them) also i do not know why random person had to put questions in all caps.
2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? 
i do not know. when younger cried a lot but think it has been some years since last time.
3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
no i do not like, but recently someone compliment me on it
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? 
is chicken lunch meat. why can i not eat for supper?
5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
no
6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? 
no because i am too shy to make friends
7. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT?
no not really
8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS? 
yes thank goodness. do not like surgery and do not like to even think about
9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
no because i am scared
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? 
if you have read every blog you know i love the captan
11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
no just slide off and then back on
12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG? 
for my weight 155 i am stronger than most i think. but in general no i do not think i am that strong
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
chocolate
14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? 
well i look to see if they are friendly by looking to see if smile when talking to me
15. RED OR PINK?
red
16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF? 
where to start. i guess #1 least favorite thing about me is just shyness. i am very scared to make everyday interactions and i dont know how anyone could want to get to know me because of this
17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
 mom
18. WHAT IS THE SPARK FEATURE THAT HAS HELPED YOU THE MOST? 
i guess i got this from their website so this does not apply
19. WHAT COLOR SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
black
20. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? 
cheerios
21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
sound of me typing. i am writing blog in park next to work. very quiet
22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
white for 2 reasons - 1 because am white 2 because nobody use white crayons and i do not want to be used
23. FAVORITE SMELLS? 
i do not know about this. maybe weird but i like smell of peanut butter and also gas
24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
i do not know them they called work and wanted to speak to someone who not here today so i take a message. i very much hate to answer phone at work
25. MOUNTAIN HIDEAWAY OR BEACH HOUSE? 
 of course mountain.
26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
any kind of football is best. i even rather watch cfl football than other sports, but also basketball (college until nba playoffs) and baseball (not whole game but bits and pieces) are good too. wish i could get into hockey.
27. HAIR COLOR?
brown
28. EYE COLOR? 
... blue and brown :/
29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
sometimes to make my eyes the same color yes
30. FAVORITE FOOD? 
macaroni and cheese
31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
well i do not like scary movies but if i am watching movie i do not want to know there is happy ending before i see movie. i was thinking other day how funny it would be if new star wars trilogy end with bad guys winning and see how mad some people would get.
32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? 
star wars episode 7
33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
navy blue
34. SUMMER OR WINTER? 
winter
35. HUGS OR KISSES?
well do not want either from random person!! i guess kiss means more
36. FAVORITE DESSERT? 
sahara. haha in one of last blog i misread dessert for desert. i do not eat much dessert anymore but used to really like ice cream
37. STRENGTH TRAINING OR CARDIO?
strength
38. COMPUTER OR TELEVISION? 
computer because friends like ruston rustler and others are not on tv (yet)
39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
do not read.
once again i am very sorry my friend
40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
dont usually use mousepad because have laptop but on rare occasion use mousepad it has us flag
41. ANY TATTOOS? 
no
42. FAVORITE SOUND?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RfkcI8dhfsQ
43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
not too big a fan of either
44. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME IN 2013? 
i will change 2013 for 17 and say provo utah
45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
no
46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN? 
martinsville va
47. WHERE ARE YOU LIVING NOW?
wyoming. i have said town in discord but do not want to say here because 4chan mods might not let me link anymore?
48. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR HOUSE? 
it what a sky blue color that fade to grey
49. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR CAR?
grey
50. ANY PETS? 
not right now

so there you have it people 50 questions with 50 answers. i think i may do 2 blogs today because i found something else i want to do, or should i wait and publish until tomorow? you give me your opinions people and thank you and stay safe.

Tuesday, March 7, 2017

would you rather

hello people and thank you for stopping by. once again people, i have to apologize because i am very tired and do not want to write much today. this is bad week for me and blog im sorry. i hope you still enjoy the stuff i put up though. today is would you rather game. not something i usually play but maybe interesting for you to see my choices?


ok people i have to go like right now or i will be late!!! thank you for reading and stay safe

Monday, March 6, 2017

favorites

thank you people for stopping by. it is 33 degrees and cloudy outside. i am really thankful you are still reading these blogs.

so today i do not want to spend too much time writing this, so i though i would fill out this list of favorite things:


maybe this was bad blog i am sorry people if it was. i wanted to make a blog today but did not feel like doing much so i did this. i hope it was okay thank you people for reading blog. right now in discord chat ut selena gomez transfer is taking quiz and doing very badly 🤣 she is dumb but getting better.  stay safe people!

Wednesday, March 1, 2017

embarassing stories

hello people. thank you for stopping by. it is another great day in wyoming. cloudy and 38 degrees. very comfy don't you agree? so today i want to tell you some stories. these are stories of things that have happened in my life that i think are very funny looking back on.

so first story - i am in kindergarten. i do not know if your school was the same way but in my school there were small bathrooms big enough for one person in the kindergarten classrooms. so it is normal day in k and i am having fun coloring (inside the lines), cutting and glueing, you know how it is. and then it hits me. i have to go bad. so i get up and walk over to door. open handle and what do i see. taylor, a chinese girl sitting on toilet looking up at me like this 😧. and people here's what i did... i just walk back to my seat. i did not even close door. teacher did not see me get up or open door and walk back, so after i have sit back down she looks up at bathroom door wide open and see taylor and is in shock. she tell taylor to close door while she is still sitting!!! (not where other students could see/hear, she mouthed it to her but i was paying attention because i wanted to make sure i was not in trouble.) that happened near the end of the year and people i am not kidding when i say this after kindergarten taylor moved to another school. i will always wonder if i am the reason that happened and if so if she ever thinks about that. and by the way people i only mention that she is chinese because to this day she is the only chinese person i have ever met, and to think i may have scared her off. taylor if you ever read this i am very sorry.
okay another story. i was going to tell a different one but since we are on the subject of china i will tell this one instead. 5th grade this time. in english class and we had to read book about some chinese-american family about how proud they are to have moved to usa and how they still celebrate chinese customs and hold on to the culture and all that crap. so at end of the book first thing english teachers says is 'so what did we learn about chinese culture' and without even raising my hand i just say 'did you know they eat dogs'. dead silence. after a few seconds my teacher says 'did we learn that in the book' and i drop my head and say no and my friends laugh at me. my best friend jason say 'well there was that part where they were at the dinner table'. thank you for having my back jason. he is very good person people. he was my best friend from elementary school until we graduated and i haven't seen him since grad day. i hope he is doing very good. well it is good thing taylor left huh people 😂


well i will leave it with just those 2 today but people if you enjoy reading these embarassing stories i will do some more in the future. also i promise i do not hate china and i am sorry for even saying they eat dog when i do not know that for a fact. i do not hate china, yao ming was very good player. ok people thank you so much for continuing to read blog. after a big dip in views the last couple blogs are some of most viewed yet, last blog just 3 views away from most viewed. thank you very much people and i hope you have great day. stay safe