one of my worst experiences

ok everybody and hello and welcome to the blog. ok today i have something interesting (my opinion) to talk about. this is going to be a short story that completly changed me and how i view things.

 i was very chunk kid and i didnt have any close friends but i thought i seemed kinda well like during the school days. it's a dark and cold winter night in the early/mid 2000s. i, an outgoing happy young chap, am at a 7th grade dance at school. i knew there would be fun arcade games there is my only  reason for going. at this point im having a pretty good time. games were fun. so im sitting on a side bench waiting for my turn to play a game and this girl alana comes up to me. she was popular kid who i really got along with pretty well. well alana just comes up to me looking extremely worried and says 'im only doing this cause i was dared - do you wanna dance with me' and in that moment something inside of me changed. on the outside i just shook my head and said no. she said thank you (😕) and went back to her friend, katherine, who was busting out laughing. but on the inside its like i had a balloon of confidence and she poked it with a needle. i changed completely - i stopped speaking up in class, i isolated myself, started hating my appearance and personality, and did everything i could to try and just blend in. i badly just wanted to be an npc. i didnt care if i had friends as long as nobody made fun of me(they still did - and a lot worse. story for another blog?). that wasnt just for the rest of 7th grade, that was until i graduated school, and partly, to this day. i still hate my appearance, to the point where i did not look in a mirror or take any pictures of myself for the entirety of 2016. i just hated it so much. i still do and probably always will but im not afraid to see myself anymore. so maybe its getting a little better. i still become an npc whenever i meet someone new, completely losing any personality i have. i dont know how to talk to people at all.

so there is that. i dont know why it effected me so much, but it truly did. maybe im misremembering and there was a number of things and this is just the one that i blame it on, idk. thats probably right actually. but anyways. alana and katherine - neither of you have probably thought about me in years - but you two impacted every day of my life

50th blog. a look back.

hello everybody and welcome to the 50th update to life of wyo. today i just want to reminisce on some of the old blogs and look at the highlights and my favorite posts from the time.

first off lets look at the top 5 most viewed blogs

now lets look at where people found the blog from

so im not surprised the most people found it from 4chan. i guess discord doesnt count as a website for some reason. i was not expecting 5 people to find this blog from camparadise, which i clicked on and apparently thats another name for chaturbate. thank you to whoever is promoting me there.

now - where are the viewers located

20 views from the  u.a.e 😶. thank you to all viewers from each country

how do you view?

very interesting! i generally use firefox myself. and why is someone using internet explore. also i dont know what dalvik is but thank you to whoever use dalvik

my top 5 favorite blogs

1. why csu is great (april fools 2017 special)

2.coup drawings

3.embarassing stories (definitely check this one out if you missed it!!)

4. sob story (the introduction of debbie)  

5. who most likely to 

alright thank you everybody. this was fun for me and i hope you found some enjoyment from this. i enjoyed making 50 blogs for you, heres to 50 more what do you say. thank you everybody stay safe

alone again. its all becoming clear that it was a waste. it was never true. what good came from the lost time. what will i be able to turn to that can justify the idea that it was better than not happening at all. the fact that in the moment i was enjoying myself? but now its gone - now what? was i even happy then or was i pretending everything was ok. why was i tricked into thinking it was what i wanted when its the opposite of everything i stand for.  imagine if i never put in the effort to keep it going, how far could i be. how much more could i have done, and would i be happier. what did i miss out on. how could i have been so blind. i did everything that was asked of me and more. i gave everything and lost it all. all for nothing.

fast food tier list

ok and hello everybody and especially dedicate todays blog to wazzu. yes wazzu now a graduate of college so we congratulate him and his accomplishment for not get caught with drug while at school. good work wazzy.

today is a short little blog it is going to be a tier list. i saw a video in my youtube recommendations from idubbz and he did president tier list and you know i like us history so i was intrigued. and from there i saw he did fast food tier list and i wanted to do my own for you its good to get discussion going.

let me give you a few details here. i havent eaten fast food in years. since i was a teenager im pretty sure. so for example ive heard pizza hut quality is decrease and this may be so but when i eat it was very good pizza best ive had.

ok sonic restaurant is great unlike sonic movie trailer. i would get their mozarella sticks and hot dogs they were great great great.

like i said pizza hut was best pizza ive had. (why do my top 2 make me wait so long for the food though)

5 guys i only had once it was really good though it was almost unbelievable that they can make burger like that.

taco bell please bring back little dog.

subway i might be overrating just cause i took advantage of the 5 dollar footlong. idk how it tasted lol but i think if i went so much i must have liked it but i know i didnt love it. i would get breakfast food on my sub lol i would get egg bacon and stuff like that haha.

chic fil a good company i like the chicken thank you

kfc - this where i always saw black people. but they had good macaroni and nugg nuggs

wendys - baconator

carl jr - only go for breakfast people. the biscuits are good but the rest not so good. too greasy

arbys- i may have underrated arbys i like their roast beefs. they used to have a 5 for $5 deal on wednesdays that was crazy. but the roast beef is all ive ever had from there haha

little caesars - so their standard pizza would be f tier but a couple times from them i ordered breadsticks with pepperoni and bacon on them and those were probably a tier at least people. yes i used to be fat

i dont think i have anything else to say about the rest of them! theres my list people what do you think. if you want to make your own list and share then you can do so here. https://tiermaker.com/create/idubbbz-fast-food-tier-list-33506

thank you for reading everybody and stay safe!

what im listening to

ok hello everyone and welcome to another edition of the blog. i like to write these but never have good ideas so please leave a suggestion if you have any :). todays blog is dedicated to slimhuh! slimhuh is longtime friend of mine and i have seen him posting a lot of music suggestion so i will write what i have been listen to right here today. thank you slimhuh for indirectly giving me idea 😅. everybody say thank you slimhuh.

oh but first. what does everyone think of the new blog background. ive had it up for a few days and i tried to write everybody name in a unique style for each person. what do you think. ok heres the musics.

what it is  - jonathan davis 

jonathan davis is the singer from korn, and i am not big fan of theirs, but i like this song. this is a hard song about what i think is about accepting your problems and facing them.

"i will embrace who i really am - if it's a son of a bit*h or a terrified kid, then thats what it is"

cross off - mark morton ft. chester bennington

morton i suppose wrote the song and came up with instrumental. chester bennington, of linkin park fame, does the vocals. another hard rock, angry song. so in my opinion this song has similar meaning to last one. realizing your problems, but in this one just accepting defeat and wallowing in misery

"keep staring down the sun and hope the light will finally blind your eyes from seeing. cross off the days gone by."

wish - nine inch nails

sooo this is another hard and angry song... what can i say😅. i will assume most have heard this song though. 

"wish there was something real wish there was something true. wish there was something real in this world full of you"

"i put my faith in god and my trust in you now theres nothing more fu**ed up i could do"

cant hear you now - mike shinoda

its a rap/hip hop song! about not letting anything bother you and moving on from depression and feeling more self worth. i really love this song and ive been listening to it a lot since it came out about a year ago! but its really been more relatable for me and i just always enjoy listening to it.

"so you can call til your voice is running out, but i cant hear you now. i cant hear you now. im somewhere far away where you cant bring me down, so i cant hear you now. i cant hear you now."

"and you can tell me i should do it cause you say so, but im not dancing to the rhythm you replay no, cause im already half a million miles away though"

the cowboy rides away - george strait

a country song, for my good friend chicagoseminolestalker. if you listen to this song you wont need anyone to tell you what its about. the sad end of a relationship he didnt want to end. 

"and my heart is sinking like the setting sun. setting on the things i wish id done"

"the last goodbyes the hardest one to say. this is where the cowboy rides away."

well those are my current top 5 songs. i hope everybody continue to share their favorites in the server.

if anybody listens to any of these songs id like to hear your opinions. ok thank you everybody for reading. please come back again next time, and thank you and stay safe!

happy birthday berkshire

ok hello everyone and we have a very special day today... it is the birthday of my great friend berkshire!!! so berkshire is such a good person good friend good contributor on the server. he is always posting high quality content for all to enjoy. and let me tell you people i enjoy. berkshire make me and all laugh everyday and i know we all appreciate. so everybody know that i took a um, hiatus, from everybody for id say a year and a half almost 😅. when i came back i saw a lot a lot a lot of messages from berkshire always asking how things were going for me even though i was never around to answer him. this is friendship everybody. berkshire know my interest and he share stuff he find with me if he thinks i will like which of course i do. berk great fren. happy birthday buddy!

/coup/ drawings!

ok hello and welcome to everybody including ruston rustler who is my friend. we are looking at a nice day here in wyoming at 50 degree and cloud. but no rain 😎. but todays blog is dedicated to naphtali moimoi. he was an incomeing recruit to play for university of wyoming cowboy who lost his life after being lost at sea. he had bright future in his life and will be missed.

so now today. i have always wonder about what people look like. so today i drew you. i gave myself 2 minute time limit to draw my friends in the coup in paint and i think they come out really good. lets take a look

boone goone probably look like appalachian logo. hat and beard and pipe. but i think he have green eyes 

i think berkshire look very cool. you can see his sunglass. and beer😂

i think wazzu do drug

rudy probably cathlic and as such he look like this

i think this what melan look like

i think cst has big muscle and lady love him

ruston rustler take his drum everywhere because he play in band for 7 year at la tech

captain paths is actual pirate i think. but he has nice eye

i think that simon have high iq

i think slimhuh is tall and thin

i believe pop is the real honkler and he ride unicycle

i believe side walk bee use to be boy but turn into real bee because i do not see him anymore 

we can assume vols bro from tennnnnneessssssseee. banjo, mullet, moonshine. but he cool!!

there you have it folk. i hope everybody like their drawing and maybe you will make it you phone background or laptop wallpaper?? that would be very cool. tell me if i got close people. ok hope you enjoy i will see you again soon. thank you everybody and stay safe

nba playoff

ok hello and welcome one and all and ruston rustler to the blog. this life of wyo blog and this you host, me. so today weather is sunny and 50 degree. this a pretty good day people this not too hot. ok so i want to first of all dedicate this blog to simanon and his mom horse. simon you are good friend and am hoping everything turn out ok. ok so today people what are we doing. well let me tell you ok. i figure since i have such great success with ncaa bracket i will give a hand at nba playoff bracket. now people you may be asking, how much knowledge do you have of this association. and to that i tell you i have not watch one game all year. but i keep up with the happenings you know. ok and with thst said lets give it a look.

wow so there you have it people. virginia win ncaa like i think and i think milwaukee to win nba!!!what do pepole think do you agree with me or not please let me know what you think please give me topic ideas please keep reading i love the viewers thank you! thank you i will see you next time hopefully have a good day and be safe everyone!

why losuiona tech is great

ok hello everybody and welcome back to life of lousi. today we will be discussing why my bulldawgs are one of premier teams in athletics, its a chilly day in ruston at 42 degrees. very different from the beatufil 100+ degree weather with humidity that im used to. today i walked outside and didnt even immediate break out into sweat so something is wrong. anyways, well start with football, in which the lasoiuana tech bulldogs are the greatest team of all time.

ok so i know what youre thinking. how can these dawgs be the best team of all time. when you just look at the state of laosuiana, those dawgs are 1-19 against lsu. heck those dawgs are 0-9 against tulane. ok ok so thats true but!!! how about the state flagship the university of loasiana lafayette? yes my dawgs are 48-33 against them. still question that we are great? well what about out record vs the state flagship the university of lousinana monroe? oh yes my friends. dawgs 29-13. still not enough for you, hoe? well i will tell you these dawgs have winning record against grambling, nichols state, southern, and southeastern lousiaono. this should prove to doubters that dawgs are best in the state? lets see how do we stack up against the other conferences? 

as you can see, we are undefeat against the university of virginia, a team who just made the final 4. and tied with florida state, who is king of acc. acc also has virginia tech and georgia tech, so if expansion they will look for another tech. we would fit well in this league.

once again, michigan state final 4. we can compete

loasiuna tech is used to playing on the west coast when we were in the wac. record shows we can compete with the pac 12.

winning record against alabama. nuff said.
so you can see here that we compete well with all of the power conferences. lets take a look at how we have obliterated the group of 5

now we look at one last thing. town of ruston itself. ok people so ruston is a town that is 42% black. soon we will be majority black city. we are very diverse. this is great stuff people. lots of great culture coming to ruston. famous people who graduate from laosaiana tech include
ik enemkpali (class '14) - guy who punch geno smith
josh schobee (class '04) - guy who miss every field goal for steelers few year ago
luke mccown (class '04)- most interesting backup qb
ruston rustler (class '27) - good friend of mine

so there you have it people. dawgs.





april fools 😎i do not mean rude things to lasiagno tech or fans such as ruston rustler it is all joke! ruston rustler is my friend and want great things in life for him. but friends do this thing yes? happy april fool day ruston rustler

ruston rustler normie test

who most likely to?

ok hello everybody and welcome back to life of wyo. the blog that follows the life of a true cowboy. it is nice weather outside this evening people we talking 57 degree . every once in a while i like to discuss my freinds on this blog and we will be do this today. i look up "who most likely to" questions and i will tell you who in the /coup/ is the answer. this could be good stuff people. we get right into it i hope yo like.

                                                       Who is most likely to smoke weed?

                                        Who is most likely to go to the museum very often?

                                    Who is most likely to have always been the heartbreaker?

                                                 Who is most likely to live in a big city?

                                        Who is most likely to watch romantic movies?

                                            Who is most likely to be the best at math?

                                   Who is most likely to give all their money to charity?

                                       Who is most likely to have the most piercings?

                                               Who is most likely to win a Nobel prize?

                                            Who is most likely to die of something stupid?

                                       Who is most likely to become a multi-millionaire?

                                                   Who is most likely to meet a ghost?

                                       Who is most likely to have two girlfriends at one time?

                                          Who is most likely to be a stand-up comedian?

                                           Who is most likely to invent something useful?

  

                            Who is most likely to become the kindest person in the world?

                              Who is most likely to take care of the others when they are sick?

  

                                                        Who is most likely to be rich?

                                   Who is most likely to become a famous actor/actress?

  

                                                       Who is most likely to do drugs?

                                                Who is most likely to be a supermodel?

                                        Who is most likely to break some world record?

                                               Who is most likely to write a best seller?

                      Who is most likely to embarrass themselves in front of their secret crush?

                                                Who is most likely to fail a simple test?

                                  Who is most likely to watch p*rn as soon as they wake up?

                                 Who is most likely not to take a shower for a week?

                                                  Who is most likely to cause world war?

                                         Who is most likely to do weird things in public?

                                                   Who is most likely to win the lottery?

                                              Who is most likely to make some change?

because he reason i change blog 😂

                                                    Who is most likely to live in a zoo?

                                        Who is most likely to forget important birthdays?

forget melan's birthday in particular😅

ok people there you go! what do you think people? you agree with me? i hpoe everybody like the ones i pick for them. this was fun for me to do thank you everybody. i will see you all next time until then have a good life and be safe my friends.